Barely Breathing

Logo design for the Boys' Brigade's 80th anniversary.
I'm running low on cash. Just printing alone for this assignment cost me 40 bucks. Darn.
Torture for this assignment is finally ending soon, on Monday at 1.30pm. Can't wait.

But then again, the end of that means the beginning for Crowbar deadline rush on Thursday. Geez. I need a break.
Can't believe i'm going to school 7 days a week. Headed down to school today to work on my assignment. Squash prep camp tomorrow, and more work to do after that. And i'm left handicapped 'cause my stupid mouse isn't working. I want an ice cream break! Dammit.

The more you anticipate, the more you'll be disappointed. Expect less, and you'll be surprised more. Trust me. Tried and tested, and it works. Being shortlisted for Robocup logo and mascot design competition was totally unexpected. Tons of effort put into Boys' Brigade, and was disappointed. Didn't really expect much though, 'cause even i wasn't satisfied with my work. But still, you'll still have that little glimpse of hope deep inside your heart.

Oh well...what's the point. It's all over (:

Low low low low low.....

I think i'm at my weakest now.

Low in spirits. Low in health. Low in energy. Low in everything.

If you could just use your finger to flick at me, i guess i'll probably shatter.

Adding on, all my electronics are like failing me. MP3's USB spoilt, rather new ear pieces spoilt, and now, my mouse is spoilt. What else??

Argh, i'm dead tired. Stayed over in school last night to do work. Haven't slept at all for the past 28hours.
Am a grumpy old woman now. Kinda in a daze, staring into blank spaces. I'm so tired that i could fall asleep anywhere. I almost fell asleep while i was standing in the train just now. Geez.

I'm going to bed. Good night.

Design fatigue

All designers are bound to get design fatigue once in awhile. Solution to that?
Vandalism.
Just release your frustration on the wall nearest to you (:




Hwans's illustration of her dream height. haha :D


DCMD 01'S very own 1.9metres giant :D


He's so tall that his head is poking out from the floor of the level 5, the next level.

The burden is getting heavier and heavier. I don't think i can hold on much longer.
Sacrifices need to be done, choices need to be made. Help! ):

Sigh.

it's cold

I'm sick like shit. You can call me Rudolph today, as my nose was glowing red. And it doesn't help that studio lessons are held in a 15 degrees freezer. Even my thick waffles couldn't keep me warm.

Went to see the doc. So yeah, im down with fever and flu. How i wish i have 2 corks to jam into my nostrils. And hope my eyes will finally recover with a new bottle of eyedrops. And good thing i'm wrapped within the warmth of my blankie. It's cold~~

It's so not the right time to fall sick. I'm so drowsy, but i have work to do. Dammit.

Everything's going wrong lately. Boo you!


Lost faith.

i worry for my future kids

I saw something today. I don't know whether should i laugh or cry.

I was on the bus, and i saw this little girl who was about to alight. She was in my primary school's uniform, looking all cute and innocent with her glasses and high pony tail. She looked no older nor bigger than a primary 2 girl. She might even be shorter than that Ez-link tap thingy. One thing that turned me off was that she was carring those oh-so-polka dotted bag that every secondary school girl is carrying now.

The next thing i saw blew me off.

She was carring a phone, in a black handphone sock. And guess what was imprinted on the sock?
" F U C K" in big and bold letters.

In my mind, i was thinking, "WHAAAAAAT??!"

Another sigh

Went to see the doctor after school.

So it's official. I have sore eyes. And was told that i can't wear my contact lens for 3 weeks. 3 WEEKS!!!! I'll be an ugly duck for 3 weeks!!!! Was given 3 days of MC, but i certainly can't afford to miss 3 days of school!! I'll bound to have tons and tons to catch up in luh. Sigh. Looks like i have to sleep in the living room for the next 3 days, since i can't sleep in the bed that i'm sharing with my sis. She even volunteered to wear goggles to bed though. Haha!

And my mp3's USB is spoiled.

Great life.

lonely Mumsie's Day

It's Mumsie's Day today. Family's out staying overnight at some hotel today, since they don't have work nor school tomorrow. Pity i can't join them, too much work to do. SIGH! It feels weird to be home alone. Hoping i won't be scared when i sleep later, when every where's dark.

Spent the day starbucks-ing (green tea soy latte!!!), working on my assignments. Stayed at the same spot for like 6 hours or so. Went i reached home, it feels like i came back to a house, rather than a home. I don't even hear my mumsie talking like she's screaming. Creepy.


I didn't feel good when we didn't talk at all.
Felt good when we finally did (:
What does that mean?

Happy Birthday Girlfriend! (:

Night out with favourite girlfriend was nothing but pure fun!
Love you!
Next, photo spamming!!



















































Happy 19th Birthday Girlfriend!!