a nice end to the week

i tried to save the weekend from the bad state it was already in.

somehow, it turned out what i least expected.

effort and time i have put in.

Fabulous.

And i actually spent all 7 days in this week in school.

Sheesh.

A spoonful of worms

Creating typography using photography.

Went to that ulu grass patch behind the squash courts to do some digging...

with my fellow garderner.

And we made some new friends along the way.

And murdered a few too.

It was a bloody scene.

Though it is not part of our exercise, but this is my favourite shot of the day.

Disappointment

Somehow, i'm still feeling disappointed and angry at myself for doing such a sucky job for my DS assignment painting. And it doesn't help to see and admire the other 10 pretty paintings. Before i even start painting, i already knew it won't turn out nice. Perhaps i'm asking too much from myself. I kept reminding myself that i can't be good in every single thing. But since others can do it, why can't i? Still, i suck.

I better score well for my next few assignments if i want to get my aimed GPA score. Stressed and tired i may be, but i won't feel satisfied if i don't get what i wanted.

Just realised that my Marigold squash match is at 11am tmr, instead of 2.30pm. Getting that shitty feeling. Keeping my fingers crossed >.<

Birthdays

Went to Bottle Neck Village for dinner to celebrate my 2 sisters' and cousin's birthdays, who happen to fall on the 24th and 25th of December. Didn't quite enjoy the dinner there though. Felt that it's too heavy for me. And pardon me for the poor quality photos. They are taken with my lousy 2.0 mega pix phone cam, with night mode on.

Went to visit my aunt at Chong Pang after that. And meet the cute cat, Kye.

Sometimes, i'm really very irritated.
If only sensitivity can be donated.

I'm no painter

DS assignment is finally over.

I'm No Painter.

But still, i totally screwed up my painting. Not satisfied with my work at all. Chose the wrong colour for my river, and ended up spoiling the whole painting. Its nicer if i left it plain white, or a lighter colour. Shouldnt have paint when im like already so tired and high. Stayed overnight in school, together with about 7 others to paint on Thursday. Tired. Didnt sleep for 2 days. Sigh.

But anyway, since i cant sign into the class blog, here are some of CY's retarded photos. Haa. Took them while we were so tired and high, as though we're on drugs. Haha..

Marigold Squash Competition next Tuesday at 2pm. I'm all prepared, to lose.

Monday Blues

Went to a Squash BBQ to Kenneth chen's house on Friday after school, at some Flynn estate at Pasir Panjang. Guess it was suppose to be fun, but somehow....oh well.

Went to celebrate alfie's birthday on Saturday. Baked my yummy famous cupcakes for him on Friday morning before school and passed it to him before school started. Heh..nice riight??

Booked 2 tickets to the Singapore Flyer as his birthday gift, and he loved it :D

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The same scary thing happened to me again this morning. Was on my way to school, on the train, and as usual, it was pretty crowded. As it was approaching Jurong East, that sickening feeling came again, except this time, with a tummy ache, and i know its not the shitty kind. I started perspiring cold sweat, like really perspiring. And i think my whole face turned pale, since that always happened in the past. Then i got so giddy, that everything before me was like really white. And at Jurong East station, more people got on the train. As i was standing at the corner and got surrounded, i almost had difficulty breathing. Kept telling myself to tahan abit more till i reach Clementi. Fortunately, i managed to survive and ran out of the train at Clementi and sat down to steady myself. Was feeling so cold. Feels like deja vu everytime this happens. This feeling feels so familiar that i know when is it going to come. Argh!

I can even remember clearly when it happened to me in the past. Twice in primary school, once in secondary school, twice in JC, and now again. Sigh..

After i was feeling much better, i went ahead to Dover and rushed to the toilet. I think i stayed in there for like 20 mins? Somehow, my stomach hurt really badly. Was soooo in pain that i could barely walk, so i stayed in there till i was feeling alittle better.

Was consulting Ms Huei about my photos for the Photography Competition. Her opinions are like the total opposite from Ms Shirlyn's luh. Who to listen to mann?? Rah..and my consultation eat into my IDS lesson for like half an hour. Decided to skip lesson and go home early to start on my painting.

Hmmm..still indecisive on whether should i go squash training tomorrow. There's a friendly match with JJC tmr, and my competition is next week. But i think i have to bring a luggage to school tmr if i were to go training luh. Have to bring my big canvas, paints, laptop, shoe bag and my racket. Rah..how to carry them all??

And it was raining pretty heavily today. Some Monday this in to start of my week huh. Thanks.
And i have yet to recieve my pay for the promoter job that i worked! Rahhhh!!!

Who wants to run 21km with me in the Stand Chart Marathon?? >.<

November babies

Random post.

Stole this pictures from the class blog. Heh..cheers to the November babies! (:

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Deadlines
DS canvas painting- 21st Nov, Friday
DT1 Part 1 Storyboard exercise- 21st Nov, Friday
DT1 Part 2 Final comic & Creativity Portfolio- 5th Dec, Friday
CD Presentation- Have no idea what's going on in class
VDS Typography- 31st Dec
VDS Photography 500 shots- 31st Dec
IDS Flash assignment- 2nd Jan

so screwed for DS. seriously.
cough cough cough.

Smile

Went to celebrate TAN WEILIN's birthday on Sunday. Bought her a whole tin of Hershey's kisses. Wanted to get one for myself too actually, cos i love the tin. Haha. Anyway, we went to Marina's Jack's Place for lunch. As usual, the laughter and smiles never fail when I'm with them. Hahaha.

Went to the Teddy Bear Exhibition at The Arts House after that. Was quite a disappointment though. I thought it would be in some big exhibition hall. Turned out to be like in a rather small room, with a few booths of dolls. We entertained ourselves by trying to take group shots though. Took quite a number of unglam shots. I shall be good and not upload them. Haha.

Somehow, i LOVE this shot!

Went to meet up with alfie after that to get his birthday shoes (:

Heh. Did this during IDS lesson yesterday.

Am getting more and more fascinated by what Flash can do each time i attend IDS lessons.

You got me so worried yesterday. Get well soon (: