dead tired

haven't been blogging for quite awhile. have been really busy, and working my ass off through hours and nights. havent been sleeping much. didn't even sleep last night. mugged from 9pm to 8am, took a quick nap and headed off to school to submit my assignment.

my mural design for Anchorvale was one of the 13 designs to be selected, and we had to like rush down to Anchorvale CC to present our ideas to their committee, and we only had 15 mins to prepare our speech. everything was so rushy and last minute. and the presentation was kinda scary. like some big board meeting in a conference room. sheesh.. anyway, my design wasn't selected. kinda expected it though, cos it wasnt really suitable for a wall in the CC. kinda disappointed, but oh well. (: all our 13 designs might even be made into a calender, as a welcome gift for the CC's opening ceremony. haha.

done entirely in photoshop. i almost died. was just this close.

thirteen

though holidays are like next week, they are pretty burnt. one whole week spend in Anchorvale in Seng kang for mural painting CIP, the other 2 weeks for squash trainings and assignments. i was even planning to work. sigh..cant wait to get my hard earned rest (if there is even any).

now that one assignment is down, i still have another assignment to tackle. i can see my black eye rings forming, and my face is getting paler. even my mum said that i looked so yellow. boooooooooo!!

sigh..have to go back lemon-ing now.

AND I WANNA SLEEP!

insufficient sleep is making me soo pale ):

squashy

went on a school trip yesterday, to some paper company at queensway. turned out to be in the same company as mercedes benz. -.-

it was pretty boring. i was practically dozing off during their presentation, and i wasn't the only one! hahha...and i thought we will get to see the real paper making process. blahhh...

well, at least we got quite a lot of freebies! and they are pretty (:

ariel wasnt feeling well ):
and vencia, with her "something's on my nose". lol

i know its huge and weird. but i dunno why i like it. haha..
melt, makiyo and ash!

and we had squash training today. i think i improved a bit? haha..at least i managed to hit the ball straight. and we had like loooads of PT. my right arm is kinda weak now, and my legs are so nua. hahaha..but its fun! starting to like squash. (:

and this is my HCD poster. have been cracking my brains over it for like 123489329 hours. phew~ finally done and submitted. but what pissed me is that i forgot to save it to the highest resolution. so when it was printed out, it was kinda blur. ARGH!

and i will not be feeling low over it anymore. smiling like i mean it :D

sighs.

i'm feeling tired.

i'm feeling low.

i'm still waiting, even though the time is over.

i'm not as strong as i appear to be.

bad bad day

seriously a bad day for me.

lessons start at 8am, and i woke up at 7.30am. was late for class. very.

i forgot to bring my mouse. first time. i suck when im without a mouse.

and its my time of the month. like, oh great.

and now, we weren't inform that squash training starts today?

all in this one single day. what's this mann?? to hell with today!

but those women made me laugh, and it feels much better already. :D

no amount laughter will help anymore. today just sucks, seriously.

A photo shoot with my little wire man. all that is left from my VDS assignment.

more assignments pouring in, jiayou people!

dearest vita V, cheerios k? at least we still love you dearly! and we will talk to her soon.
and ariel, come talk to us if u have problems k? we are nice people with big friendly hearts! (:

smiling like i mean it (:

im a happy girl again!!

yippy yippy yay

all those time i spent ________ was worth it, i think.

oh well..at least i'm smiling like i mean it :D

disappointment

sigh.

i thought that this will be different, may be something unqiue from the rest that i have know to be so... but i guess i thought wrong huh.

Why?

this time, i don't know the answer why. sighh~

im thinking, and hoping, and wishing...

hope that im wrong about this ):

screw you!

my head is spinning. seriously.

i slept at 5.30am yesterday, woke up at 12 and had lunch. was soo tired that i lied down to rest awhile. ended up sleeping for an hour, and woke up with a spinning headache.

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sigh. back to work again ):

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screw those lemons! screw DT!

early in the morning

i cant believe i drew lemons till its 4:41am.

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rahhhh...designing is addictive. shall continue lemoning tomorrow.

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good nights people!

(or rather, good morning! :D)

YOU KNOW WHY!! xD

went to watch "What Happens In Vegas" after class yesterday, with shina and hwan. the movie was hilarious!! hahhaha...especially love the scene where both leads were like smiling at each other in the park, with the little girl in the centre. my heart was like "awwww...". hahaha..anyway, cameron diaz is hot, despite her wrinkles! haha..and that ashton, reminds me of "That 70's Show". he's always so dorky..haha. and the 2 women were laughing non stop beside me. lol.

hope to catch Narnia and Ironman soon!!

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was suppose to head down to town with reen today, but something cropped up for her. sooooo, i spend the afternoon baking the cookies that i owe shihui, for her birthday, which was like a month ago? haha..sorry dear, have been busy. ><

then when down to town to grab some stuff from artfriend, and my long awaiting black cardigan, and popped down to grams for dinner. while my relatives were happy chatting in the living room, i was busy mugging in another room. mugging for my DT assignment, drawing lemons ): shall post pics soon.

shall promise myself to draw 10 lemons a day. thats the only way to complete all 100 of them!

c'mon cerlyn, you can do it! what so difficult huh? only a little more bangs on my head, drowning my left brain, and electricfying my right brain. why? YOU know why!! wahahahhaha.

oops. anyway, jia you people!!

OVER, for now.

Last night, i didnt sleep at all. worked non-stop from 8pm to 6am, until its like time to go school. ended up getting headache, and feeling so lethargic for the entire day.

I'm so uber tired, that i practically ran to my bed to sleep when i reached home this afternoon. soooo glad that we ended early today.

and when i woke up 3 hours later, i was feeling sooooo weak that i can hardly use my chopsticks to kiam food during dinner. its like there's some repulsion force between my hands. rahhhhh...in conclusion, UBER TIRED!

but finally, i'm done with all 3 artworks. going to work on my report now. rahhhhhh!!

so here are the evidence why im like working my ass off for the past 2 weeks:

Stairs of complication

took me 271375640 hours to piece all the sticks together. and i used 416 toothpicks, and 73 ratan sticks.

SO regretted painting it. it looks so much better in its natural brown. sighh..spend the most time and effort on this, and it turned out to be the worse.

the only thing that im proud of in this artwork, is my little wire man.

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Beauty

(ironically, its not that pretty)

this side with the strings, took me like 4 hours plus to complete. this is crazy.

my 1 out of 2349238904823057 wounds i got from the wire. THANKS AH!

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Vibrant Growth

i just love my paper plate palette.

spend the least amount of time on this, but i like this best. this is so infuriating.


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some overdued pics :D

gummy bears are love <3

you guys are awfully cute!

artfriend shopping. kinda sick of artfriend now.

drawing studio assignment in week 5. was so tired to concentrate on drawing, ended up drawing crab legs instead of skeletony hand.





after this hectic week for VDS, it will be another hectic week for HCD & DT1. wish me luck. i NEED it!

rahh!

its 3:57 am, and im still awake.

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working my ass off for VDS assignment which is due on thursday.

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im hungry.

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and thirsty

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will upload pictures soon.

panda-ed

i think im officially panda-ed. i only slept at 6am last night, or rather this morning. and woke up at 10am to cont with my VDS assignment.

its a sure thing that i will asleep during lessons tmr. booo..

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Rahhhh!!!~~ i wanna sleep! ):

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panda sushi rolls, cute huh? haha..okokok, back to work. toodles~

midnight oil

today will be another long long long night...

Rahhhh!!!~ how i wish i can sleep ):
mocha and music shall be my daily late night companion.

officially hate wires. they poke, and make me bleed.

aches~

These are the reasons why i have been working like shit for the past week, and lacking soooo much sleep:

Drawing Studio Assignments, and i think they look like crap ):

VDS assignment, using Illustrator

VDS project. sticking the sticks and toothpicks one by one is killing me. and that is like only 1/3 of the entire assignment?! Raahhhhhh!!!

Plus DT's 101 fruits, and mindmaps, plus HCD poster, plus IDS webpage thingy....rahhh, someone just kill me!!

And my poor arms are still aching like *(^@*&^!*@
Especially my left arm! and plus all the laughter with those 2 women, its making my tummy muscle ache too!
Anyway, yesterday was 'Dress Day' for our class. the girls came in dresses, the guys came in shirts. Unfortunately, only lengfei was enthu about it. haha..and this was what i wore. (:

like what hwan said: the solemn, the normal, the over-happy. haha..

taking spastic pictures as usual. hahaha..but at least we had fun! :D

went to squash trials today with hwan, vencia and ying shan. 2.4km, PT of 3 continuous sets of 1 min sprints, sit-ups, and push-ups, and hit some balls. haha..

wasnt as bad as canoe trials (90 push-ups, 90 crutches, 90 jumping jacks and weights. rahhh!). i think i have officially made up my mind to join squash (though its a totally new sport for me, but..ya) instead of canoe, since we were accepted in. joining canoe will seriously drain all my energy, and that will seriously affect my studies. don't wanna make the same mistake again. yeah, i hella miss canoe, but...what can i do?

with all these exercises and PTs and training this week, think i can afford to skip this week's jogging already ><

random pic (;

saw reen & yj at boon lay interchange when i was going home. cheerios girl! dont let this matter spoil your day! Happy Birthday! :D

somebody just stab me please!

My tiredness meter is officially rising to the limit: 99/100.

i'm so tired, i just want everything around me to stop, to give me some time to breathe.

last night, i slept at 3am to do some lemon drawings and some VDS stuff. and i had to wake up at 6am cos lessons start at 8am. practically, i only had about 3 hours of sleep?? ended up getting to class half an hour late, including hwan. was marked absent. boo!!

all that i had learnt today was just a massive blur. couldnt really concentrate in class..was just tooooo exhausted. sigh...looks like joining canoe is a big No-No!

went down to taka's art friend to get some materials for my VDS assignments with siuyun, lengfei, and the 2 crazy women. lol..as usual, the laughter made me even more tired. haha! :D

our lunch cum tea time (:

exactly 7 more days to the deadline of VDS assignment.

jia you people (:

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ohoh..and my darling angel gave me a teddy today! so sweet of her. and vencia got a tanned teddy too! hahaha...i think i know who are our angels already. heh heh heh.... =p

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mine

Vencia's (:

Love you to bits, ANGEL! <3